Your birth was so sad for me I waited for u to cry to move to do something but there was just silence. I just cried so hard and for so long. They let me hold u for a very long time but i didnt want to let u go never...I wanted to stay right there holding u til u woke up and cried for me but that never happened! When they said they had to take u for a while i freaked out i said no she is mine. They washed u off and let me dress you in your dress i had gotten for you it was so pretty. It was pink with flowers and bows all over it made just for a beautiful angel!!!I miss you baby girl and i will always love you til the day i die!